To God - February 24, 2008

Dear God,

Tonight was a lot of fun. I have been thinking so much about the future. I find it hard to not think about it. I know that I must live in this moment, but with so much preparation for the future I just can't help, but wonder if I'm doing everything right. I guess no one really can be totally sure. I trust that I am walking in your will and that I am doing the things you would have me do, but there is always that little bit of uncertainty that I have. I need to get over that. I mean I really have no reason to fear because you have never led me astray, but it's hard to trust what I can't see.

God I thank you for taking care of my family in this hard time we have been having since Aunt Linda passed away. I am thankful to know she is with you and has completed the race and run well. I mean she has made what we all strive for...HEAVEN! I pray that all my family will receive peace. Especially Grandma, Grandpa and Beth. They have taken it the hardest. I am thankful to have had what time with her I have had. I wish there was more, but I will have all of eternity with her when I cross the finish line and receive my reward.

God I am excited to make it to Heaven. Each day I long for it more and more. I am excited to see what is in store down here though. What the future will hold. I can't wait to see what you have for me.

Well I need to get to sleep...

Love you God,
Andy