To God - July 15, 2007

Dear God-

Youth Camp was just awesome! Every night was so great. I just have to say that you presence was so heavy each night. I enjoyed it so much.

It was so awesome to hear the word preach with such anointing. It really just fed me and got me fired up.
I can't wait to have service at church. I know that what we received at youth camp is going to come back with us and our church is going to just burn with the holy spirit!

God just send us the lost. I hunger to see them saved and set free!

I'm tired God! It has been a long week, but I loved every minute of it.

To God - July 8, 2007

Dear God-

Service tonight was unbelieveable. I first have to thank you for healing my foot. It was so awesome the way you took away the pain and the swelling. When I saw and felt the proof, I thought I was going to explode. The Holy Spirit raised up in me so strong I could not believe it.

I am so thankful God for your mercy and grace and forgiveness. I thank you for bringing back my zeal and excitement. I just cannot wait to see what you are going to do next. I just hope that you will use me.

I realize God that I need to work on sanctification. You have brought me so far and I never want to let the old man rise up in me again. I realize that I need to cut some things out of my life that have only been preventing me from getting as close to you as possible. I just need to remember that the things of this world are only fun for a short time, but your treasures are eternal.

I just can't wait to see some people saved and set free! I am just so excited to see whats next.

I can't wait to go to the doctor tomorrow. I know that his report is going to be that there is nothing wrong with my foot, because I know you healed me tonight! I also can't wait for youth camp this week. I want to get recharged and on fire for you.

Also God please remember my grandma. She is in the hospital have difficulty breathing. Please give her lungs strength.

To God - July 5, 2007

Dear God-

I don't even feel worthy to talk to you right now, but I know that you are the only one that can help me. I ask, no I beg, for forgiveness. I don't even have to tell you what I have done, you already know. I wish I had some great reason to explain why I did it, but I don't. But God, I am so sorry. I totally understand how David felt after he had an affair with Bathsheba. I want to hide my face from you as I have been, but I have chose to fess up, because without you I am nothing. I feel so empty without you.

I can't believe Youth Camp is coming up. I really just don't feel like going because I know that I am going to feel guilty the whole time. God, please help me to forgive myself and get back on the straight and narrow path.

I still can't believe I did it. It wasn't me. I got caught up in the moment. I really love my friends third only to you and my family and I would do anything for them, but the most important thing I should be doing for them I always don't do. I fail on a daily basis to discuss the importance of you and what you have done for them.

I guess I thought that by hanging out with them they would see you through me, but what happened is they became more of an influence on me than I was on them. God, they really are great people and have done so so much for me. They have been there when few have. But, God more than anything I want to spend eternity with them and I know that there is only one way that will happen. The one and only way is if they come to know you as your personal savior.

I know I am the last person that should be asking for a favor, but here goes. God I just pray that you somehow, someway begin to draw them to you. I know it is their decision and I will always love them either way, but God I want them to know you as I have - to stand in your mighty, holy presence and to feel you wrap your arms around them. I want them to know the benefits of serving you.

God please give me strength to get back to you. I love you and you will always be worthy of my praise and again I am so sorry for what I have done.